.. what if u knew the day u r to die ... what if u knew, but u are not sure of it .. what if its just another stupid feeling, what if this feeling is for real ... would u stop living and wait for the upcoming death, or live the rest of the days to the fullest? ... or may be u dont wanna live anymore ... the world, its people, all these colors, loose their apeal ... the things u ever wanted seem so meaningless all the sudden ... u feel ur own existance as a mere dream .. and then u look around and ask ur self, why are all these people running, what is it that keeps them going all day long ... what if all these thoughts are for real, what if its just an insane's speach.