.. something's really wrong with the world .. the people all over seem to be coming on to me .. everyone is making stupid mistakes, making the idea of a 'perfect world' more vague ... their words and behavious tell me that i am somewhat above them .. at the same time they are lacking their sense of responsibilities .. it's like a hurd of cows that i have to draw with my stick, that i don't have ... I'm getting so sick of telling everyone how to do things that it's freaking me out .. it's like - if i'm here to help others what the fuck are others here for ?